<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5642782239942059423</id><updated>2011-07-07T17:32:26.198-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Call me Date</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Beefcake</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17257055345610665296</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>4</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5642782239942059423.post-8215348070882958692</id><published>2009-06-16T07:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-16T09:44:36.329-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Surprises and Horror</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" &gt;Surprise, Surprise&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday on &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;June 15th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;, i had a surprise visit from my boo after my first day in class after a two week break. i swear, i was swept off my feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was about &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;1.30pm&lt;/span&gt; in the afternoon. i just finished my lunch, watched a lil bit of CNN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"Yes, CNN. there was nothing better to watch, don't ask"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 10.51pm, June 16th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i didn't bother to shower, i head straight into the room and started to play&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; Dragonica&lt;/span&gt;. i can't help myself, its just entertaining to me, its just so cute and destructive and questy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"...but i digress"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so as i was playing, it was&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; barely&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; 5 minutes into the game&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, my uncle yells from downstairs, &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"Ian! your friends are here to see you!"&lt;/span&gt;. i was literally puzzled. i thought it could've been &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Terrence&lt;/span&gt;. the dude was persuading me to play snooker with him earlier on. i initially insisted on joining him as well but i felt tired and had a terrible temptation to play Dragonica as well so i opted to be back home in my &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;'lair'&lt;/span&gt;.  and at that very moment, i actually thought was he actually that desperate to play to the point he has to climb his way all the way to my house with a friend to drag me out for a game of &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;8-Ball&lt;/span&gt; or so?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"&gt;*out of the room*&lt;br /&gt;*down the staircase*&lt;br /&gt;*down the hall*&lt;br /&gt;*at the doorstep*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;JAWS DROP&lt;/span&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i see two girls at the door. at that very sight i thought i was having secret admirers again although had did they even get my address? upon closer inspection, i discovered a strangely familiar feature about their hair. it was as though these two pleasing doves are closer to me than i percieved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at the time, they were watching my grandma give my dog, JoJo a bath. and as they turned their heads, i knew it had to me them. first face to appear was&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; booooo's&lt;/span&gt; and emerging from the shadows was &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Mechaaaaaa&lt;/span&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;and speaking of Mecha~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" &gt;~~~~~Flashback~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;~~&lt;/span&gt;~~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt;two weeks ago, boo, Mecha, Mages and i went for &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Earthquake at Swensen's.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt;word of the day:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;INDULGENCE&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;on&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt; the occasion whereby its &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;50% discount off Earthquakes on Tuesdays&lt;/span&gt;, we decided to have a lil piece of heaven over at swensens an relish in the ever delicable frozen dairy treats at this pleasant establishment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt;we had a nice place right by the window and there, we feasted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJXJt3OI/AAAAAAAAAIw/FgSSSbOsxmU/s1600-h/DSC01263.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJXJt3OI/AAAAAAAAAIw/FgSSSbOsxmU/s320/DSC01263.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347963145684901090" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;8 flavors with toppings: Mecha picked &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;orange sherbet&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153); font-style: italic;"&gt;pistachio almond,&lt;/span&gt; Mages picked &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;"&gt;mango&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102); font-style: italic;"&gt;cookies n' cream&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;, I  picked &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51); font-style: italic;"&gt;macadamia&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); font-style: italic;"&gt;yam&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;, boo picked &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51); font-style: italic;"&gt;chewy chocolate &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153); font-style: italic;"&gt;thin mint&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;. once again, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" &gt;indulgence.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJTct_UI/AAAAAAAAAI4/c_k_A-Rg8wc/s1600-h/DSC01262.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJTct_UI/AAAAAAAAAI4/c_k_A-Rg8wc/s320/DSC01262.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347963144690859330" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;Mages - yours truly - Boo&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJH2aCRI/AAAAAAAAAIo/2v5SpHyBh6w/s1600-h/DSC01264.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJH2aCRI/AAAAAAAAAIo/2v5SpHyBh6w/s320/DSC01264.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347963141577378066" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;Mecha camwhoring~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIIpmtm0I/AAAAAAAAAIY/y_NHF8qmpug/s1600-h/Pic015.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIIpmtm0I/AAAAAAAAAIY/y_NHF8qmpug/s320/Pic015.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347963133458488130" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" &gt;Mecha's infamous&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; "&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"&gt;I-am so-freakin' happy-smile&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;"the experience was ultimately, delightful"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 11.18pm, June 16th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;errrm&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;~~~~~FLASHFORWARD~~~~~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt;so i stood there, in awe of what i saw. these two girls were at my doorstep.. and i wasn't even expecting them! i had the thought i was gonna spend a dull day gaming first, working out, calling boo every now and then while she's in class until she gets home and see her the next day &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: normal;"&gt;(which is today)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt; and there she was, right before me. its as though some higher authority materialized her before me just when i had a deep longing for her while i was in class today. 'nough said, literally, swept off my feet.&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt;later we went on to play a lil bit of &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Left4Dead,&lt;/span&gt; had lunch at &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;BRJ&lt;/span&gt;... which was a rather hysterical event really.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;"there we were, three hooligans sitting down at the mamak, laughing with tears projected all the way onto the glass of the spectacles and exploding guts like a couple of donkeys-on-dope for over an hour an a half"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ian, 11.27pm, June 16th, 2009&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;"&gt;we just had &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;one roti banjir, two roti milos, one nan cheese, and several cans of soya bean&lt;/span&gt;. who would've though that minute amount of sugar could actually put people on sugar rush&lt;/span&gt;. &lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;soon, it wasn't long before they had to go home. i was glad Mecha was with boo. i can't afford to have boo go home alone, let alone at night.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;on their way home, they got onto the bus and miraculously sat&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;on the place where people usually set their bags on. i have photographic evidence&lt;/span&gt;~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" &gt;amazing, isn't it?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;"that concludes a day. thanks for the surprise visit boo!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ian, 11.54pm, June 16th, 2009&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;The Next Day&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;(June 16th)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;i met boo at &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;KL central&lt;/span&gt; and decided to go for a movie at &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;KLCC&lt;/span&gt;. i brought&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; banana pancakes&lt;/span&gt; from home for her to sample. later in the afternoon, we watched&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; Drag Me to Hell&lt;/span&gt; which i swear, was &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;the most terrifying&lt;/span&gt; horror flick i have ever layed witness to. it was &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;scary&lt;/span&gt;, it was &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;disturbing&lt;/span&gt;, literally spine chilling. its no wonder it was positively recieved by the public judging by the quality of the script, material and scare-value of the film. i'd give it a&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; 4 out of 5&lt;/span&gt; based on my perception as a horror flick enthusiast. however, i wouldn't recommend the movie to those spiritually weak. it felt rather unholy and the entire concept on summoning otherworldly beings and tinkering around with the spiritual world was very freightening. movie was good though, hands down. i'd compare the quality of this to the likes of &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Quarantine&lt;/span&gt;, another critically acclaim and well done horror film.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfJNcrBxZI/AAAAAAAAAJI/HBbnbFtRARc/s1600-h/Quarantineposter.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 216px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfJNcrBxZI/AAAAAAAAAJI/HBbnbFtRARc/s320/Quarantineposter.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347964315397899666" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfJM83J9ZI/AAAAAAAAAJA/X8GZszZdqUc/s1600-h/Dragmetohell.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 217px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfJM83J9ZI/AAAAAAAAAJA/X8GZszZdqUc/s320/Dragmetohell.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347964306858833298" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;"my compliments to Sam Raimi (Drag Me To Hell) and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;John Erick Dowdle (Quarantine)."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ian, 12.12am, June 17th, 2009&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;after the movie, met a really cool friend of Mecha's, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Effie&lt;/span&gt;. she donned many piercings and spoke fluently in english. took my breathe away. looking forward to hang out with her again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfII9ZQfTI/AAAAAAAAAIg/1ehLWDYJMkU/s1600-h/DSC01399.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfII9ZQfTI/AAAAAAAAAIg/1ehLWDYJMkU/s320/DSC01399.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347963138770763058" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;"&gt;a random shot from Mecha while at KLCC park&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;To all my faithful readers or unfaithful, whoever's reading my blog basically,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal;font-size:100%;" &gt;there will be an upcoming event i will be proposing;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i) 24th /26th/27th June -&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;on any one of these days, do contact me if any of you wish to join me to catch the&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt; Premiere of Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;. please please please call me if possible, i'm not as textficient as i used to be~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"call me (grin)"&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've got class the next day, i'm not even prepared.&lt;br /&gt;Beefcake out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5642782239942059423-8215348070882958692?l=poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/feeds/8215348070882958692/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/surprises-and-horror.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/8215348070882958692'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/8215348070882958692'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/surprises-and-horror.html' title='Surprises and Horror'/><author><name>Beefcake</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17257055345610665296</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjfIJXJt3OI/AAAAAAAAAIw/FgSSSbOsxmU/s72-c/DSC01263.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5642782239942059423.post-180727137700442745</id><published>2009-06-15T07:15:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-15T09:08:24.622-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Pursuit of Leisure</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Old Flames&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its been quite awhile since i got up with my juniors ever since my life got complicated. we haven't got together as a big group in a very long time. last we got together was about 3 years ago, near the&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; end of 2007&lt;/span&gt;, my SPM year. we all came out like some kinda mafia family or somethin'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;among the highlights of that faithful outing was the &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;bruises and blisters of ice skating, the biggest movie group we ever did&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;(22 tickets, babe!)&lt;/span&gt; and yes, the &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;molestation of my gluteus maximus&lt;/span&gt; by an onboard passenger in a bus on the way to &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Sunway Pyramid&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"..I lost grip of the handle and flew across the bus, what was i suppose to do.."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 10.35pm, June 15th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nevertheless, it was a truly memorable outing, one that i still reminisce about till this day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk-1PrEzI/AAAAAAAAAH4/qlkxrqE-R78/s1600-h/Sunway.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk-1PrEzI/AAAAAAAAAH4/qlkxrqE-R78/s320/Sunway.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347572638156526386" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;aaah the good ol' days, i miss the old gang!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk_GmiC0I/AAAAAAAAAIA/aqyubLgeHtY/s1600-h/Transformers%21.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk_GmiC0I/AAAAAAAAAIA/aqyubLgeHtY/s320/Transformers%21.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347572642815806274" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Autobot-chick vs. Decepticon-dude&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BATTLE OF HOTNESS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and once again, we got together on a small reunion in &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;KLCC&lt;/span&gt; last week, on &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Tuesday, June 9th&lt;/span&gt;. among those who attended were:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i) my boo, Deniseee&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ii) LyeKeeen&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;iii) WenYieee&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;iv) KahYannn&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;v) Euniceee&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;vi) Chakryyy&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;vii) J Chiaaa&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;viii) Jessicaaa&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ix) Noeeel&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;x) Amanda Taaan&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xi) Artishaaa&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xii) Adriaaaaan&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xiii) Foofyyyyy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was initially suppose to be bigger but sadly,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Jer and Nez had college&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;MunYee had to babysit her sister&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Caryn was aaaall the way in Melacca&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;i didn't have SueLyn's and ErXin's number&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;JuYi had stuffies to dooo =/&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Celine can't make it&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;HenKai balik kampunggg&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;SarahLee didn't call me back!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;MeiYing also couldn't make it&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but overall, it was a nice outing. 17 Again starring Zac Efron was every entertaining. it kinda exceeded my expectations.&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; looooved his outfit&lt;/span&gt;. lucky SOB donned &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" &gt;Ed Hardy&lt;/span&gt; gear which made me feel like raiding his wallet. and that&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; leather jacket&lt;/span&gt; is every boy's dreaaam~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk-ZhpDDI/AAAAAAAAAHo/dHbfYCnRfOc/s1600-h/17_again_movie_image_zac_efron.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk-ZhpDDI/AAAAAAAAAHo/dHbfYCnRfOc/s320/17_again_movie_image_zac_efron.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347572630715698226" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;nothin' personal, i just like the jacket.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was soooo glad to see &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Amanda&lt;/span&gt; again! its been a year since i last saw her. its funny why she sported this pink scarf.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;"my top is kinda revealing", she said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"Its never been to revealing, its just the weird taboo rules this country is affixiated to. its bullshit"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 11.03pm, June 15th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt; &lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Rough Night&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;June 11th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;, i went for to &lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ministry of Sound's Euphoria&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; to celebrate the end of exams with my boo. it was a night with its ups and downs, but lotsa ups eventually.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i got up to Euphoria early around &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;9pm&lt;/span&gt;, met up with &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;KevinLiew&lt;/span&gt; and his friend. while we were waiting, we got to catch up abit. i haven't seen &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Kevin&lt;/span&gt; since i last saw him during ice skating way back in March. after that, got to meet a fine dancer, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;RobinHo&lt;/span&gt;. awesome dude, speaks my language, has the uber-nice-guy sorta behavior. &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;killer on the dance floor and pool table&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after that, kept waiting and waiting, it wasn't long before we had to go pick up Denise and Nadine from USJ2.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"I swear, upon laying eyes on them, i was so intimidated, i dared not look. i can't help but feel unimaginably turned on my really tall girls.."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 10am+, June 11th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Outside Boo's crib&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;along the way back to Euphoria, boo let out a lil secret about me when Nadine reached for my ears (&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;apparently was aiming for my cheeks&lt;/span&gt;) from behind and made me quiver.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"i don't understand why my weakness &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;(being ticklish)&lt;/span&gt; had to be constantly revealed. it makes me look so vulnerable.. terrorist would have it easy in interrogating me. they'd probably devise some sort of tickling contraption to tickle the answers outta me. that downright, SUCKS!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" &gt;note: actual statement in the car for humor purposes&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;while we were making our way down to the dancefloor, i was discovered by&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; Mangooooo&lt;/span&gt;! was so glad to see that muthafucker once again after almost &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;two long years&lt;/span&gt;. then i there was &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;William, KenKen, Dwayne, Daniel, Roshen, JasonWong&lt;/span&gt;, and some girls from Mango's hometown whom i didn't know. there was also Yujiiiii. aaand thats about all the people i could recall from that night since i was pretty much like, stoned (&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;on alcohol, mind you&lt;/span&gt;) into the night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after a few glasses of beer and Chivas, i was literally, on &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;fire&lt;/span&gt;. and the &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;flashing lights, heavy bass and loud music&lt;/span&gt; just brings all these elements into an&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; intoxicating concoction&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;. its no wonder they call the place Euphoria. upon setting your feet on the dance floor, you just wanna party the night away. but sadly, Nadine had a curfew so we left after &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;4 hours&lt;/span&gt; in the club. met a friend of Nadine's as well, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Catherine&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Catherine was taaaall for her age, i could've mistaken her for some model~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZt8YlmpeI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/cc98lAtLwmw/s1600-h/DSC00840.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZt8YlmpeI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/cc98lAtLwmw/s400/DSC00840.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347582491708794338" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;a liberating night.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;top: &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;KC, Alex, Cash, Kevin, some dude i dunno&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bottom: &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Robin, boo, yours truly, Nadine, Catherine&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;after the party, Robin sent us back home. initally, i was suppose to stay at boo's place but they exceeded their curfew time and we were afraid it would take awhile before boo could sneak me into the house. sooo, Rob sent me back to Kev's house instead. after that boo and i got into a fight and hardly got any sleep till the next morning. we made up the next day, thankfully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"i can't afford to have her stay mad at me. although i do regret not waiting that night. sorry, boo!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 11.53pm, June 15th, 2009&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;its been a wonderful holiday. wish it would never stop though that would be rather hedonistic of me. in addition to that, i'm like &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;semi-broke&lt;/span&gt; now so i can't fund my trips as much as i used to plus, my&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; stashes have all been used up&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;would love a job, but i've gotta be like &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;nerdified&lt;/span&gt; for the next &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;5 months&lt;/span&gt; in preparation for my finals as well as going on a &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;12-week buff up&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note to self: buy your fucking whey proteins!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;"Lord, give me strength!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;"Seriously.."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;Day 1 of achieving IB, complete! 83 days remaining.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk_V38XII/AAAAAAAAAII/ixDhRIt-wBg/s1600-h/Red3.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk_V38XII/AAAAAAAAAII/ixDhRIt-wBg/s320/Red3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347572646915366018" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;taking her with me wherever i go, heeee~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Bonne nuit.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from the both of us &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(wink)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5642782239942059423-180727137700442745?l=poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/feeds/180727137700442745/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/pursuit-of-leisure.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/180727137700442745'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/180727137700442745'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/pursuit-of-leisure.html' title='Pursuit of Leisure'/><author><name>Beefcake</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17257055345610665296</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SjZk-1PrEzI/AAAAAAAAAH4/qlkxrqE-R78/s72-c/Sunway.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5642782239942059423.post-3394747420750044570</id><published>2009-06-04T07:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-04T09:55:07.821-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Bibical Changes, Beautiful Outcome</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Phase 1: Withering of What Was&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"its almost been a year since i last blog.&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;i'm glad i have not lost my grammatical competence!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 11.04pm, June 4th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've been on a hell of a journey since late-2008.&lt;br /&gt;and i've come into realization that i've pretty much fucked up the past eight months of my life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eight months, spent in blindness, denial, stupidity.&lt;br /&gt;diminished finances and decimated relationships with friends and family.&lt;br /&gt;time went by swiftly before i was even aware of the abyss that i've plunged into.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;a heart broken time and time again;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i) Christmas&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;ii) New Years Eve&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;iii) Chinese New Year&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;iv) Valentine's Day&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;v) My Birthday&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;in addition to an &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;eviscerated heart&lt;/span&gt; and &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;shattered social ties&lt;/span&gt;, i experience a hard fall academically, with &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;failing grades&lt;/span&gt; all over me. i've &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;lost the trust of so many&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, i was beyond help.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i fell into a state of depression. (guess what, i gained weight!)&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i withdrew and refused to encounter anyone but a handful.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i felt i was beyond salvation &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;(total emoness, yeaaaah)&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i suffocated at the dawn of each day dealing with a &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;monster&lt;/span&gt; so cold.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;*suicidal threats and gang threats?*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;been there, got that. HATED it&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i cleaned the wound of a suicide attempt on my birthday and had a knee bruised by an aluminium bat days after my birthday. where's the justice in that?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;however, in the midst of my suffering, i am thankful for one heaven sent individual who has been there to lift me up when i collapsed, and be the light that illuminated the path for me to get back on my feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a blessing so dear, i cherish perpetual till man breathes his last breath; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" &gt;Denise Cornwell Neowcharurn!&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(smile)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/Sifjv2kwoBI/AAAAAAAAAHA/6O8opYQXX0s/s1600-h/4.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/Sifjv2kwoBI/AAAAAAAAAHA/6O8opYQXX0s/s320/4.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343489894141435922" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;she's mine, mine onlyyyy~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Phase 2: Blossoming of a Beautiful Relationship&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"where do i start? so much happened so quickly! and i'm happy with all that has occured!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 11.27pm, June 4th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;i'd first like to thank a dear, dear friend of mine Chong Shien (&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;if he ever reads this&lt;/span&gt;),  for paying for my most delicable lunch at Pavilion on my birthday, as well as paying for the ticket of the movie i was suppose to watch (&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;failed to watch due to suicidal threats&lt;/span&gt;).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;the most blessed day in over 3 years, God has ever granted me!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;*drum roll*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;March 13th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i met &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Denise&lt;/span&gt; for the first time in my life, after countless failed plans.&lt;br /&gt;i've had many firsts with her, and i'll never forget each and every single one of them.&lt;br /&gt;this day changed everything.&lt;br /&gt;this day was the genesis of a great metamorphosis.&lt;br /&gt;it occured to me, it was time to take whats mine and regain the person whom i used to be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and this was also the day i had the &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;most awesome make out of my life&lt;/span&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and since that day, i've not went a day without her call.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SifwouSX8BI/AAAAAAAAAHI/SL5f9Ya29Jc/s1600-h/Nize+n+ian.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SifwouSX8BI/AAAAAAAAAHI/SL5f9Ya29Jc/s320/Nize+n+ian.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343504065308913682" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;first date.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"je t'aime, mon cheri"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;in late-March, i somehow confessed my feelings for Denise in front of her friend, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Abigail&lt;/span&gt;, her sister, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Nadine&lt;/span&gt; and her uncle, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Pbertrand&lt;/span&gt; at a birthday party in their house in Subang Jaya.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is no need for blaming me for being a total jackass, &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;20 shots worth of tequila and vodka&lt;/span&gt; can work wonders on someone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;April 3rd, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;i confessed my love officially to Denise at Sunway Lagoon.&lt;br /&gt;the moment was oh so right.&lt;br /&gt;we were swimming in the pool, and i had a sudden idea.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this next event was not planned, and the idea had not been conjured beforehand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after our first date on March 13th, Denise and i traded rings as a pledge to see each other again. i happen to wear the ring that she gave me religiously.&lt;br /&gt;and we were fooling around in the water, i asked her to hold still and watch what i will do next.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i took off the ring that she gave me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(which was on the ring finger of my left hand)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i went down on one knee, UNDERWATER. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(self-explanatory. it means i held my breath!)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;i slipped the ring onto HER ring finger on her left hand. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(i'm a hopeless romantic, don't patronize me)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;and asked her to be mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(cheesy i know. once again, don't patronize me)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;i did this multiple times for her to get it. i don't know whether or not she was trying to personify what the Celcom advertisement board was trying to express but it worked on me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for those who don't know what i mean, hope this rings a few bells;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;I heard him the first time.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;I pretended i didn't hear him.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;I wanted to hear him propose again and again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for those under the Celcom line, here's a good piece of advice; &lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;NEVER propose underwater if you wish not to face these consequences.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SifwosRl4KI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/EvOZk7yBrPE/s1600-h/Image032.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/SifwosRl4KI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/EvOZk7yBrPE/s320/Image032.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343504064768762018" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;its official.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Phase 3: Recuperate, and Recovery&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;its been two months since i got out of 'purgatory'. and now i'm well on my way to recovery. however i still have a few road blocks ahead of me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've gained a ton of weight so i've gotta work on that. time to incinerate those fats!&lt;br /&gt;i'm still having financial difficulties but it won't be long before i've settled my debts and be able to have money to spend on my self again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but progress made in my life has been remarkable lately.&lt;br /&gt;i've finally rekindled my relationship with my family. i'm talking to my mom again.&lt;br /&gt;i'm cooking alot more often now. i have time to refine my culinary skills.&lt;br /&gt;my mindset is back where its suppose to be and i'm more determined that ever now.&lt;br /&gt;don't get me wrong, i still want a tattoo.&lt;br /&gt;i've found my friends again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i've met a bunch of great people;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Zen-Li, Sean Mervin, Alastair, Matthew, Louis, Firdaus aka FiFi, Daniel, Ambrose, Shen, Nicholas, Sharmistha and Mechaaaa!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Sharmistha aka ShaShaaa&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(crazy diva alter-ego of Denise)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Marissa aka Mecha&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(a lady after my own heart!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;happy to know ya'll!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;personally, i would like to convey my sincerest gratitude to:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Denise&lt;/span&gt;; for finally being a part of my life after 3 long years!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;JuYi;&lt;/span&gt; dearest sister of mine, thank you for being so understanding!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Celine;&lt;/span&gt; thank you for being there when i had trouble dealing with my family!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Jessica;&lt;/span&gt; thank you for being there in my times of trouble time and time again, and talking to me when i need a friend most!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Caryn;&lt;/span&gt; thank you for keeping me in your thoughts and cheering me up even during my 'disappearance'. you were my lucky star, i'll never forget you!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Eunice;&lt;/span&gt; thank you for tolerating all those unreplied text messages and so on! i had tough times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Adrian;&lt;/span&gt; my ever faithful brother through thick and thin. i always knew you had my back. thank you!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;J Chia;&lt;/span&gt; you're never forgotten, dude. always have, always will be my brotha-from-anotha-mutha!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Jeremy;&lt;/span&gt; thank you, man. for your understanding, your prayers, everything!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Terrence;&lt;/span&gt; thank you for being my partner-in-crime from the beginning of A-levels. thanks for being there for me through the day everytime i fucked up in life. i'm still up for snooker and 'cheesi-gook-fan'!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Min Xen;&lt;/span&gt; thank you, for helping me deal with my troubles and Denise's. you're the best man!&lt;br /&gt;Sophie; thank you for being one of the few people to show concern towards me in college when i was having difficulties. i truly appreciate it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Tracy;&lt;/span&gt; thank you for your understanding, tutoring, and humor when i needed it most!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;so much to say, so little time. i've got an exam tomorrow. hope i'm ready.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whoever who's reading my blog, brace yourself your a culinary and lingustic ventureee~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ian ish back from blogging hiatus!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/Sif7QjTVQmI/AAAAAAAAAHY/ZRSr-OdfDG4/s1600-h/Image003.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/Sif7QjTVQmI/AAAAAAAAAHY/ZRSr-OdfDG4/s320/Image003.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343515744671187554" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;look at me happy again =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;"see me real soooon~"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Ian, 12.51am, June 5th, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5642782239942059423-3394747420750044570?l=poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/feeds/3394747420750044570/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/bibical-changes-beautiful-outcome.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/3394747420750044570'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/3394747420750044570'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/bibical-changes-beautiful-outcome.html' title='Bibical Changes, Beautiful Outcome'/><author><name>Beefcake</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17257055345610665296</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ot8KcFQw_j8/Sifjv2kwoBI/AAAAAAAAAHA/6O8opYQXX0s/s72-c/4.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5642782239942059423.post-8811475729124874540</id><published>2009-06-04T07:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-04T07:43:20.450-07:00</updated><title type='text'>New Genesis</title><content type='html'>Back from blogging hiatus!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5642782239942059423-8811475729124874540?l=poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/feeds/8811475729124874540/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/new-genesis.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/8811475729124874540'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5642782239942059423/posts/default/8811475729124874540'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poetic-beefcake.blogspot.com/2009/06/new-genesis.html' title='New Genesis'/><author><name>Beefcake</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17257055345610665296</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
